Sometimes, when I say "I'm okay", I want someone to look me in the eyes, hug me tight and say, "No, I know you are not."

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you go vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

School was okay, chatted with Mashimaro about Noel's cheapskateness. Hahaha, even he agrees. Anyway, after school, went for Yong Tau Foo @ Clementi Ave 2 with Felicia. Saw Huisiang and her boyfriend there too. Walked back to Clementi after, laughed like crap on the way because of some stuff hehehe. Took 99 back home with Yanling and Steph as I saw them at the interchange. :)

Some things are just so weird, so.. weird. Like it was meant to be.